Clementine's days out

 Hi everyone, it's Clementine. It's the 1st of February and I need to go back to my study city :(((. I'm not that excited to go back because I feel like I could actually spend a little more days here, but it's too late now I already brought the ticket for today.  This semester's holiday was actually very nice. 10000/10. Everyone who I thought were distancing themselves from me were actually just busy lol. Talking about drama queen There's lots of rebounds with friends, and I'm referencing from the other day's post, I think this is also on of the reason I feel confident about next semester. I'm back on my feet again without having to think all my friends hated me.  I hung out with some of my oldest friends. Hanging out with them really is the antidote of whatever burden I was holding, it was therapeutic. I also hung out with my high school friends. We went picnic, eats good food (like really good), and also exchange stories, it was also very therapeut...

Technically it's not the first day yet. It's gonna start in a few days, and lowkey? I feel confident for this semester. I feel good about it. I've been manifesting stuff (lol a girl can only try) about my life turning to a more positive and even calmer road. I've always been a really stressful, anxious, and tense individual. But I don't really know what happened, these past few months. I have caught myself being a little too composed. I'm proud of it of course, but I really still have no idea what made me calmer. Maybe because my frontal lobe finally developed? Or maybe I just grew up? Growing up in a noisy household made me an easily agitated adult. I'm not trying to blame anyone for my own action, the measure I took towards living my life. But, I do think my angry self really was just my response to the harsh wave of life I absorbed at such a young age.  As I grow, I noticed I've always turn my attention to some hobbies every time my house was being lo...

Here goes nothing, Hey everyone, it's Clementine. Pen name, obviously. Based on my favorite movie ever and also probably the best movie ever made,   Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind . Anyway, I'm starting this blog just so I can pour out my thoughts, about what? Could be about everything. Books, movies, songs??? perhaps, or maybe just some silly daily stories of a 21 y.o girl trying to find her stepping in this big world. The sole reason I made this blog is because I feel like I have knack for writing. I've been trying to write since I was 13, but I never quiet finish anything I've started, from short children stories to fanfiction to writing about a girl who got lost inside a magical library who can access all her past memories based on the feelings it gave her (sounds too much like Matt Haig's The Midnight Library, hence why I stopped writing it probably). But lately I have been thinking about other ways to write without telling a made up story, 'I could ...