On the way back to where I study

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 Hi everyone, it's Clementine.

It's the 1st of February and I need to go back to my study city :(((. I'm not that excited to go back because I feel like I could actually spend a little more days here, but it's too late now I already brought the ticket for today. 

This semester's holiday was actually very nice. 10000/10. Everyone who I thought were distancing themselves from me were actually just busy lol. Talking about drama queen There's lots of rebounds with friends, and I'm referencing from the other day's post, I think this is also on of the reason I feel confident about next semester. I'm back on my feet again without having to think all my friends hated me. 

I hung out with some of my oldest friends. Hanging out with them really is the antidote of whatever burden I was holding, it was therapeutic. I also hung out with my high school friends. We went picnic, eats good food (like really good), and also exchange stories, it was also very therapeutic.

After this holiday's hangouts, I realized that I need to stop overthinking about my friendship, and just trust that if we were meant to be friends, we'll stay like this forever no matter how long we've been apart. And I LOVE my friends so much I wish they could read this.

Maybe that's all I can write for today's log, I'll see you on the next one, bye bye :))

-Clementine. xx

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