Clementine's days out

 hey everyone it's clementine here! it’s wednesday. but not the productive kind of wednesday. i cant tell you what kind of wednesday it is because of how boring today is. it’s just a wednesday that felt like it didn’t even want to exist. i woke up around 9-ish, and then somehow it became 11. and then 1. and then i fell asleep again. and again. and again. like literally nothing was strong enough to keep me awake today. not music. not sunlight. not even the notification from that one groupchat that used to give me a heart attack every time it buzzed (hey ipang are you guys eventually gonna find this blog or?) even my dreams felt bored of me today. they didn’t show up at all lol. so, in the middle of all that sleeping, i watched this movie called Soft & Quiet. the title is so misleading it’s almost a joke. i saw someone online say they almost turn this movie off because of how disturbing and bleak and uncomfortable this movie is... and i think that’s exactly it. it’s a psychologic...

 it's clementine agaaaaaiiinn and i'm so excited to write this review!! i just listened to ORDER chaos ORDER and i think i need to lie down for a bit. okay maybe not a bit. maybe forever. this album feels like when you suddenly remember something you haven’t thought about in years and your chest just goes all warm and sore at the same time. it doesn’t feel like listening to music. it feels like being let into someone’s heart while they’re still figuring out how to hold it. and that someone is calum and i hate it. it’s soft. it’s personal. it’s the kind of thing you listen to alone in your room when the sky is grey and the past memories of those who has parted and left what feels like handprints in wet cement, it just stays forever. calum’s voice sounds like he’s not even singing to the mic. he’s singing to me. like actually to me . and i don’t say that often. this feels very personal, too personal. i hope he brings out more of this part of him. "Sunsetter" is the son...

 hey everyone clementines here.  yes that is absolutely correct i have finished this semester with just 30% of my soul left in me. this semester is insanelyy tiring so i wanna tell u what i have gone through this semester lol. what i'm about to tell you is the recap of what happened in the 6th semester of this year's uni. first of all, it started with such CHAOS. for context, in where i came from, there's this thing called 'KRS' that you need to do in the beginning of every semester and that is you need to FIGHT yes literally FIGHT every single students in your uni to get a your courses. if you're fast and lucky enough you'll get the schedule that you want and also the 'right' lecturer/professors. and also you need to pay your tuition first before you can go to war for your courses lol. okay so all that context now out of the way, in the beginning of this semester, i forgot to tell my parents about the tuition bills LOLL so i paid it off kinda late (...